Graziella

Since the last post, it has been a roller coaster of emotions. High emotions, low vibrations—the feeling is exhausting. At some point, I notice the pattern: it is about to repeat itself from the beginning. No. NO. I cannot let that happen. Going back and restarting again is an absolute no. Attention becomes too scattered when I am hit with endless possibilities and options. No. I cannot go back there again. FOCUS  on one task at a time is the only option. At the School of Practical Philosophy, we were taught to say: “Padam, padam, prati padam” —step by step. This is the philosophy I want to embed every time I sit at the computer to create.

 Unless pushed, I stay in comfort zone - Forces need to attack me  - Else I will fit my pillow comfortably and lay down to sleep   This leads me into action and thinking I have two problems Dealing with my shadow at work, which I cannot escape. I must find peace within myself for these shadows. To escape this never-ending loop of endless job seeking and frustration; I need to open my business and dictate my own rules and hire my own personnel.   My shadows at work Stubbornness Everyone in my team is stubborn in different aspects. I feel like I am odd one and they cannot comprehend and neither understand my approach. I am finding this in most people. At work, home, Toastmasters, "friends". I seem to have a different opinion then everyone.  Different opinions that never align  Manipulation My sensory system is on high alert Reaction is quick ...

They say that "there is always light at the end of the tunnel," but it's important to make sure you actually walk out of the tunnel. While heartache can be incredibly painful, there comes a point where you need to move forward in life. It's okay to spend some time in the darkness, but if it persists for too long, don't be afraid to seek help. Remember, no man is an island, and there are professionals out there who are ready and willing to help guide you out of the darkness. Whether its the relationship that you don't want to stay in, your current job that is giving you more headache than anything else, whether the country you are in, don't stay trapped, do your first step and continue to move forward, you will never know what is out there until you go and experience it yourself.